Some of my Testimony
I myself was once an alcoholic & drug addict for about 15 years or more, Hi my name is Martin, I would like to state that I am NOT in recovery, I am not an ex-addict, I am a non addict !, I have been set free & by the blood & grace of Jesus Christ, I would briefly like to share some of my testimony, God has done so much in my life I could not put in all down in writing but here is some of it, I am 44 years old married to Maja who is truly the love of my life she is not only my wife but my best friend.
My father had a serious problem with alcohol & it affected everything at home, he also had very violent tendencies while he was drunk, which was most of the time, it adversely affected my sister & my childhood. My parents got divorced eventually, but during a large part of my life my father either was in prison or drunk or was not there, & this affected more than I realized at the time. It was not my father fault that i became an addict that was down to my own selfishness, but my picture of God as a loving Father was certainly distorted.
I left school at 16 with qualifications & started work, but I started to drink as soon as I had money, & I would drink hard. I had some great jobs which I progressed in over the years, but I worked so I could drink & party. My drinking became a full time job was I was about 23years of age, & like my father when I was drunk I was violent, in fact I was very violent. I experimented with various drugs, but speed & alcohol where my favorites with weed & dope to come down with.
I suppose I always believed in God, but my thinking was this is my life & I wanted to live it, I had many relationships over the years but I would just use & abuse, I was never violent to women, but I was not a nice person. I had a few powerful encounters with Jesus also, but the selfishness of my addictions just led me into oblivion. As the years past I got more into drugs I done every drug out there; & I mean everything, many of my friends were dying all around me, at the age of 32 I found myself in prison my life in pieces; a broken man & a physical wreck I weighed about 50 kilos, it was vengeance that stopped me killing myself, It was keeping me alive, the only thing that ran through my veins was hatred, hatred of life of injustice, bitterness & pain............
One day I found a Gideons Bible in my cell (God Bless the Gideons), I randomly opened the Bible on Luke 15:11-32, there I read the parable of the lost son, the pages were jumping out at me, jumping off the pages of the Bible, where I read about the lost son, who squandered his life & inheritance on wild living.....I was reading about myself, I could not believe it, when I came to the part (verse 17) He came to his senses, & he realized he was eating with the pigs, it was like a light being switched on, I had an understanding that is what I was doing eating with the pigs........ I finished the passage & God touched me so very deeply, I broke down in that prison cell & cried like a baby, I said sorry for all the terrible things that I had done &asked Him to change my life, because i'd turned over more new leaves than winter, & I could not change, I asked Jesus to change me & He did !
That was 13th March 1997 & my life has been truly changed, I was released from Prison joined a local church, got baptized in water & the Holy Spirit, went to Teen Challenge UK in Nov 1997, a residential Christian drug & rehab programme. (God Bless Teen Challenge) It was not easy & it has been a long walk & very hard at times, but I knew that God touched me, I absorbed myself into the word of God & dared to believe what it says, like The Old has gone & the new has come, & that I am a new creation, & a child of God & over time Gods love melted my heart of ice & He gave me a heart of flesh, replaced hatred with love & totally turned my life around. It was hard to accept God as a loving father who loved me unconditionally, because of my relationship with my biological father, but by reading the Bible & applying it to my life; I got healed. I have a peace in my life that I was always searching for, God has been so faithful & good to me.
I now work for Teen Challenge Macedonia as Manager, I used to work for Teen Challenge UK for over 5years I helped Build Teen Challenge Swaziland & have had the privilege of seeing hundreds of people overcome life controlling addictions through faith in Jesus Christ also I have witnessed many miracles & deliverances.I have been on several short Term missions, I am an Elder in our Church, my wife Maja runs a prayer ministry & we are involved in running cell groups & we are starting a Mercy Ministry.I am a St Johns first aider, I have a NVQ3 in Business Management, I am a Health & Safety Officer, & I have an advanced Drivers license & I am currently taking a Bachelors Degree,I love apologetics & Theology. We love the Lord with all our hearts & long to see His Kingdom established.
My sister & husband & their children also have been saved; my brother in Law is an Elder in their local fellowship & has been for over 8 years., My sister in Australia & my nephew & niece are also saved.
Don’t believe for one minute that Christians don’t have problems, but we know Jesus & He is an ever present help in times of trouble.
I will edit this testimony over time to smooth it out, but just wanted to share some of the wonders what Jesus has done for me, & nobody can tell me any different because I was there when it happened!
If you or family members or friends are facing any of the above problems, I would be happy to hear from you & I will gladly pray for you, but remember this my mum never stopped praying for me during all them dark, dark years & I truly believe through her prayers & Gods grace that I am alive today, while so may of my friends are dead. (I stopped counting when it got to double figures) God Bless You Martin & Maja
Long my imprisoned spirit lay,
Fast bound in sin and nature’s night;
Thine eye diffused a quickening ray—
I woke, the dungeon flamed with light;
My chains fell off, my heart was free,
I rose, went forth, and followed Thee.
...............verse taken from 'And can it be that I should gain'
......Through many dangers , toils & snares I have already come, it was grace that brought me save this far & grace that will take me home ...verse taken from' Amazing Grace'
.......Forbid it, Lord, that I should boast, Save in the death of Christ my God! All the vain things that charm me most, I sacrifice them to His blood.......verse taken from 'The Wondrous Cross'.
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Martin Hosking 'Overcomers' Aug 2008
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